transitions.

Saturday, May 28, 2005

i really want to say thanks to god. hahaha for one thing, he let me have a B for my math. i thought i screw it up, but i dint. i thought i screw my computerscience, when i was about to give up my computer science that night, i called many people. they all gave me their encouragement, asking me to try my best.

the night before tuesday, i had 2 examinations on tuesday itself. math and computer science, both struggling for a B. i studied math, yet i cant really comprehend. only manage to finish study math at 12am sharp, and i started calling people asking them what should i do. i called tyo, tia, and rico. yeah, im so glad i din't give up. if i give up, i could have lose everything. and later on at 3am, i called tyo to come to my house for pizza. haha its kinda of a stupid idea though. to ask tyo to eat pizza with me when i have exam the next day, but i needed someone to talk to. hahaha anyhow i baked the pizza and we started eating till its 4am, and i continued to study. went to bed at 4.30. woke up that morning having aches all over my body. at that point of time, i could feel like every single juice of adrenaline was DRAINED, till none left. i went to school, praying that things would work out. reach the classroom, saw the examination papers. absolutely delighted. all the things i studied, came out, and i could remember every single thing, for the first time, i can remember the answers! i needed to score 45/50 to get an B, and teacher gave me back for my assignment during the exam, i got a 11/15. it would meant that i just needed to get a 34/50 to get a B! i was delighted. did my exam and helped rico a bit. walked out of the classroom happily. went to the library to study math, yeah wasnt that effective. hahaha went to math classroom and did the examination paper. the math paper was kinda difficult. why? the numbers were too weird to even integrate or differentiate. to make it worse, the questions i had from section 3, i had already learned them. BUT to my dismay, i forgot all about it. i panicked and almost had a heart attack. more and more people left the classroom, i was one of the last few people in the classroom. i didn't want to give up. i really didn't want to, i worked so hard for my math, i came so far, yet im gonna get a C for that? no way. i passed up my the question paper with answers and methods that were kinda crappy. walked out of the math lab disappointed.

went home and rest, kept thinking about my math and became kinda depressed. slept and started doing my psychology essays. theres like 8 of them and its kinda hard. anyhow only manage to finish half of them when the sun rose at 5am. hahaha. slept and woke up at 10, went to school to do computer science ( lab ) assignments. just some printing work since i copied the work. hahaha but it is still a waste of time. went to eat xiaolong, and went home and RUSHED my psychology homework. i thought i could get an A for this, but after i made some calculations, its a 85%. that means no matter what i do for the essay, i'll stil get a B. disappointed, i just wrote crap in my essays. wouldn't make a difference. haha handed up and went home to study economics.

by then, i was like some walking zombie. hahaha, yeah wanted to study but cant. wanted to read but fall asleep. next day woke up wanted to study fell asleep again. i couldnt concentrate at ALL. thats like so NGAWUR! ( means screwed ). hahaha yeah so what did i do. prepare cheat notes for economics exam. xerox tyo's notes, BUT it dint work out. haha it was too thick and i couldnt even understand his handwriting. hahaha. anyhow during the economics examinations, we copied like some crazy fuck. as in really crazy, we tore the examination paper and passed it sheet by sheet. i really wannna say thanks to tia for helping us ( tho in the wrong way ), i know its really wrong to copy. but at the circumstances, if you dint copy, you would get some lousy results. hahaha, so sorry. i copied.

after that, life was much much RELAXED. with examinations over, i was so delighted and relaxed. haha my math results came back as a B, so did my computer science. so im a B student ( thats bad ). a b is 80% and above to 89. haha. i really wanna work hard for my next semester so that i can get better grades. alright, have faith and keep working hard.

went out yesterday and today to SF. shop and shop untill im so damn sleepy. i shopped for jeans in levis with my mum. think got like 10 jeans or more altogether. went to UC-Berkeley too, its like one of my dream school. haha its kinda sad, i went there. yet i feel as if i am not qualified to even get in there. i really doubt that i would get in there, but i think i shall hold on and try to get in UC-berkeley. i bought some shirts there too, haha so i can be a FAKE UCB student! hahaha. yay im still tired from all this shopping. oh wells.

******** SHONA.

hey i know you din't do well for your midyear examinations. im sure you can make it up with the finals. the outwarians were like you when we were in sec3, you can ask ewen, andre or me how screwed up we were that time. haha failing 5 outta 7 subjects. we were some depressed freaks, seriously speaking, i really cant understand how can i fail my examinations subjects too. i know you feel kind of stressed up now, especially with the extra classes you are taking, not forgetting the pressure that your family and teachers are giving you. but im sure you can do it. take it nice and slow, understand the concept, you can definitely do well. better than me, better than 16 points. im sure can. you always asked me to have faith, yeah im trying. so should you. have faith in yourself. have faith in god. 99% of hardwork plus 1% of luck gives you 100% of success. haha thats what my teacher said last time. hahaha. alright, i have to go shop again. goodnight, and take care.

Monday, May 23, 2005

now im still feeeling not that anxious. but by tomorrow, i will be freaking out. that feeeling makes me feel so disgusted now. 2 subjects to study, lotsa chapters to be covered. luckily i covered a bit of math today. but still, there would be other topics that i need to brush up. i really hope to get a B for the both subjects tomorrow, thats all i ask for. i really neeeeed those B's. or else my this semester is so so so dead.

i better be extra hardworking tomorrow. or else i will be kinda screwed, what a bad combination. math plus computerscience. now im feeling VERY worried. nevermind. i shall go sleep now, shall cut and whack myself if i waste any more time tomorrow.

Sunday, May 22, 2005

the day after tomorrow will be my finals for math and computer science. what a headache, i am struggling VERY hard to get a B for my both examinations. oh well. thats why. went to Mac-D yesterday with tyo to study. only half productive, because not much things got into my brain but just got a brief idea of how to do some sums. today, did nothing much. now im studying math, sometimes i just look at the math sums and i just started stonning somehow i lost the interest to even do, or learn or am i just plainly idiot. and tomorrow have to study for computer science again, what the heck. so its like, there are 2 subjects for me to study for tomorrow. im VERY scared. i need to get a B for my math to get a B and an A for my comptuer science to get a B. i feel so so depressed upon thinking about it. everyone else is like doing so well and i want to be like them. im so scared of a C, a C in the transcript is like a stain of blood that will never be washed away, and it will affect my GPA so badly. so many things to do, so little time. thanks to my poor time management and myself. i just hope i can bear with this 1 week, do well and yeah.
lets hope that things would go well for me, pray to god and have faith. ( thats what shona and tyo always said ).

Friday, May 20, 2005

this few days were kinda bad for me. yeah i guess that is what happened if you do things last minute. yeah i know its my fault that i do things last minute. its just that im used to it.

slept only like a total of 4-5 hours for 2 days consecutively, finally tonight is my chance to rest. i was doing my history essays , 26 of them , for my examination. i only managed to finish my essays at 6am, during the long boring night of doing my history papers, i was lucky enough to have the accompany of shona! haha. went to school next day with myself yawning half dead. meet up with mr. rawls, he got to be one of the best teacher around in dvc, he is funny and humorous and talk with a sense of style. graduated from stanford and berkeley, intelligent and wise. he gave some hints for my essay examination that totally saved my ass. oh ya i just checked my grades, i got a B! yeahh but i cheated in that exam by bringing notes in. oh well.
afterwards was psychology test, kinda screwed up as i dint study much for it as my concentration and focus was on history. there were a few question that i din't know how to do. but i still hope that i can get an A for it. i will try my best for that.

the computer science assignment, it was kinda screwed. dwi and richard couldnt output the results, thus the assignment was only half done. worked that assignment for like ? 6-7 hours. gave up and ate breakfast in the morning with my friends, went back home. called alim and thought that maybe hes could help me cause he was done with the assignment. turns out that hes assignment was kinda screwed up too. so yeahh with much dissappointment, i went to sleep.
wasn't even a sleep, a nap rather. handed up with despair, i just hope that he will give us some marks for the assignment. i really want my grades to be moderate good.

which means that im gonna work really hard for it.

Thursday, May 19, 2005

just as when i thought life change to a better perspective, my life was kinda ruined.

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

i feel kinda screwed up now. on the verge of screwing everything up. maximum GPA is for this semester is 3.5, minimum GPA is so ...... unpredicatable. i feel so depressed thinking about this. i screwed my integration test, this one really is expected. i feel so fucked now. i have 2 exams tomorrow and i am only half way through. worse of all, i don't even know whether i can acheive a B in the history exam tomorrow. because i really need the B alot, so much i would kneel and beg for it. i saw the marks for my math class, those people score so high for their tests, some even had fullmarks and on. it really makes me feel like a loser. fullmarks? they are like doing so well. to think that i am even satisfied with my Bs in the test. what a loser am i .

This shows that the math isn't hard, its just that im dumb or i havenot been putting enough effort. god, please help me? i really have no one to turn to.

after the long conversation last night with jeff and dwi, i kinda seemed to understand what kind of situation i am in. my friends are always so relaxed, yet i am so stressed up. i really want to do well and make my family proud. that is the only thing i want to do. i got to exert more control on myself or else i will be so screwed. i hope life would be better, i really wanna do well. so god please help me with it. i really don't want to give up. prove my existence worthy.

dear god. save me, im fallen.

Saturday, May 14, 2005

yesterday was friday 13, went to play basketball with my friends. yeah black friday indeed, the bloody ball flew and hit my face and broke my nail. it bleed, lotsa blood thumb was swollen. and my resolution for this week seems pretty screwed. i wanted actually to do my 29 essays, and i end up watching lizzie mcguire ( yesterday's episode was great ) and i ended up playing gunbound. how about that. after gunbound jeffry, tyo and i went to eat breakfast again. tyo and i gave jeff some advice on how not to smoke, but that idiot never seems to understand the danger of it. anyhow i reached home and i was damn tired. i went on chatting and slept at around 10. just woke up, around half an hour ago. i feel kinda guilty now. my mum is sitting in the living room just looking at the ceilings. no doubt shes very angry with me because i left her alone for the rest of saturday afternoon. i am no doubt a bastard in that way, sometimes i wish she would just go back. or perhaps get me a car, so i can bring her go out. a car is a neccessity, how i wish i can just get a damn car. so i can bring her go out, i mean i can go out too. its like using or borrowing other's people car is such a bloody troublesome chore. i have 3 exams next week, studied for none yet. i feel pretty scrwed up. its like somehow i lost the motivation to study and to do things, no idea why either. 2 more weeks before spring ends, 1 more year before dvc life ends. i wonder how would life be 1 year later.

im getting heavier and fatter everyday from the constant eating and sleeping schedule that i have. van said i grew fatter. haha yeah i'll work it out next time. for now i just want to study.

hilary duff said that teenagers ought to do what teenagers should do, because you don't get to be a teenager everyday. hahaha thats the kinda of girl i like. how i wish mum would understand that, and stop talking about growing up and be supportive of me. thats the typical lizzie mcguire mum. yeah, i hope it becomes even better. oh well, i shall go mug now. ( hopefully )

Friday, May 13, 2005

i had my exam today. seems like a mess. 7 questions for a hundred points. i suppose the weightage is 4 x 10 + 3 x 20. i feel so screwed. its not very hard nor very simple. i just think i have those happen to screw up big time luck. i got the answers and i went to do it another way, how about that. yeah intergrate twice the stupid thing, i really think i gotta be one of the dumbest person in the world. the professor din't come, i should have asked someone to sit in the test for me? so i could get better scores. oh well its really upsetting isnt it. yeahh afterwards, no idea how come i skipped my economics class. went to test drive the new bmw-3 series with them. afterwards, came home. and went out to eat again. did nothing there at jeff's house just merely wasting time talking with him till 4 am before i went home. baked a pizza and thinking about my miserable life. shall eat to my sorrows and listen to duff again.

Thursday, May 12, 2005

birthday is over. now is integration test. i think i will just die tomorrow. don't understand lotsa things, yeahh. im screwed and i know it. and its suppose to be easy. aah. its all because of me being not able to manage time.

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

alright, today i had the mose bizzare celebration ever. haha.

i was at home waiting till 12am! eric and edo came in first, luckily it wasn't the geek squad. haha! yeah later they came, and they start shooting me! with super soaker and whipped cream. what the hell! haha we were like playing catching from the end of this building to the other end of the building. haha! damn funny! and this cacausian man started screaming " shut the fuck up " , think he was damn pissed by the noise we made. haha! yeahh so its like thats about it. i was damn soaked and smelly with whipped cream all over! hahaha. super soaker really soaks you till your all wet.

came in, saw my present. haha it was wrapped with pictures of hilary duff! hahaha. yeah i had to slowly take her pictures off, haha i dint want to damage her pictures! oh wells. yeahh later i cut the cake. gave the first portion of cake to mum! haha, gave the second cake to GUESS WHO. everyone was at first screaming at laura's name. and then it became pauline's name. haha! so i guess the second cake to pauline. oh wells, weird indeed. i mean laura would make more sense, but pauline? ehh? no connection. haha. ok but still gave it to pauline tho. haha and pauline claim that shes prettier than duff! hahaha. i don't believe it! how can she say that! haha. yeahh afterwards, i was like distributing the beer to everyone. dwi and jeff had to smash the egg on my head and start pouring beer on my head. haha i got even more eggs when i am in the the kitchen. think i had like 5 or more eggs on my head and like tons of beer! the floor was wet, and worse still the floor had all the stains! haha. yeahhh anyhow after they left. i opened the present. bloody hell! dwi faked me! its an empty box with eggs inside. luckily i was smart enough to use my glove to search for the items inside! hahaha. yeah afterwrads, they gave me the real present. it is a ABERCROMBIE & FITCH JEANS! haha so ubercool! hahaha. afterwards, chatted a bit then they went home and i cleared the mess. while they were going back , the man shouted, " SHUT THE FUCK UP " again. alamaks, the bloody caucasians are always making so much noise.

afterwards, went to dennis to eat with them. they told me they wanted to get a MINI for me! WAH! why did i buy the mini since they are gonna buy mini for me! how i wished they buy a mini for me! wasted right? haha. yeah but the mini is so expensive it would cost a bomb even if they split the cost. like everyone gotta pay like $20? ( thats 40 sing dollars ). the jeans were quite expensive too, around 150 sing dollars? hahaha. yeahh so its like half the price of the mini. but its ok! haha. the mini i got now is in oakland, very near me now. i hope it will reach me tomorrow.

still gotta say that it is one of the best birthday party i ever had. indonesians celebrate SWEET SEVENTEEN. SEVENTEEN is more important than SIXTEEN! i made a wish. i hope the wish will come true. though it was the wrong format. i made a wish before they sang a song! haha but it will still work. i know it will, it better will. haha! yeahh they had those bloody special candles. those that actually cant die. so i had to use my special technique to blow off! haha. ok im smarter than rico! rico took like 10 mins to blow everything. haha i took a while only! haha. yeahh

still thanks for the party. i realised this is the first birthday party i ever had. wasn't really a party, but there were really quite a lot of people. like many people came! not alot but there were like 20 people in the house. geeksquad, cupus and the other seniors came too. thanks guys. its like even back in singapore, no one even really bothered with my birthday. no one even shook my hand! i had too many handshakes here, i feel that i am gonna be the most lucky person for the rest of the year. I HOPE. alright, i shall go sleep now. nights people, thanks everyone.

p/s: they (laura, servia, pauline, albert, alvin, hardie )gave me a birthday card too, really sweet of you guys. thanks.

Monday, May 09, 2005

i remembered what happened 1 year ago.

on the 9th of may, i was sitting in tpmacs with andre. we were like mugging for social studies, for preliminary exams. haha, there we were seated, where andre passed me the present that angel gave me. afterwards came joyce . angel gave me a colonge which i still have it with me, and joyce gave me a addidas t-shirt which i stil have it with me. haha. that what was happened one year ago today.

1 year ago tomorrow, ( which is singapore's today ), after the SS exam me and andre walked out of the school. i went to his house. haha andre got me a present first time ever! guess what is it? a bumble-bee from proyo. haha yeah its a yoyo. like? hur. haha andre got me a present. amazing. afterwards, we were eating underneath the blocks of flat where we always hangout. eating chips and bullshitting.

can't believe time flies. its been 1 year, i wonder how would my birthday be like this year. 1 year later i would be blogging again, 2 years ago etc..

Sunday, May 08, 2005

nothing much to blog, just that was feeling quite screwed up yesterday too. registered for my fall classes, what a mess. i have my schedule all screwed up. oh well. this is bad bad bad. afterwards, i was asked to go eat shabushabu, which is cooking of raw meat in a pot of hot soup. that kinda stuff. they will give raw beef, and you are suppose to dip it into the hotwater and cook it. yeah.

went to the twinpeaks afterwards. the scenary is like, so beautiful. from twinpeak, you can see the whole of sf, golden gate and baybridge. gotta admit it is one of the most beautiful scene i have ever seen in my life. its like you see tiny dots of lights shimmering and glimmering at you. mesmerizing i say.

today did nothing. woke up late as usual, got grounded too. luckily tmr can go sf, which is great. so my mum won't pissed at me.

nothing much to blog. as usual, i am still listening to duff's song.

Friday, May 06, 2005

no doubt i feel cursed today.

handed up the computer science assignment, i have a feeling i will get caught for having the same copy as rico again.

got back my math quiz, as expected, it was too easy yet i dont know how to do. how disappointing.

got back my econs homework, i got only a 6/10. which is fucking depressing. i copied the answer sheet from the teacher, and the answer sheet is wrong. how about that. i feel so upset. means my hopes of getting A for economics are so slim.

how depressing can life be.

i walked out of economics class afterwards after finishing my homework. went to macs to eat and relax.

its so hard to keep up the spirit. i don't want to break down. watching lizzie mcguire at least teaches me something. friends are important. they watch out for you, catch your back when you fall. that should be the definition of a friend. somehow, i don't see any of them here. that is at least how i feel. i just want to get out of dvc. life here is messed up as usual.

how depressing. i just want to be alone sometimes, or perhaps with a few good friends. haha. but too bad the 2nd choice isn't available.

Underneath this smile
My world is slowly caving in
All the while
I'm hanging on
Cause that is all I know

-duff, underneath this smile.

if money was the root of all problems, i would feel much better.

Thursday, May 05, 2005

life is in a mess. never could be that bad. end of semester, does it mean end of everything. what a way to kill myself.

my blogs looks. HMMMM. haha DUFFIFIED, as you can see there are like pics of duff nearly everywhere in the blog. if you don;t like it, TOO BAD FOR YOU. so you can jolly well screw off and see lindsay lohan or whatsoever, besides lindsay isnt that pretty. oh wells. i guess its better than the dull IBM picture that i used to have. perhaps blogging would be much better next time since i get to see her everytime i blog? hahaha. ok i know it sounds crappy. but yeah, i think im going crazy over her. just finish my comscience project not long ago. so many things to think about. fall schedule for schools, final examinations and on. i just hope god will bless me with my next assignments. because richard did it for us, so a few things looks similar, though i have change a few things, so i hope paul lou wouldnt noewe actually had the same copies. haha. but now after looking at the script i somehow understand how the thing works. thats great isn't it. tomorrow i have economics, eeks. i hate that class. no idea why, because i dint do so well for the test. thats why. yeah i so do hope that i wont screw anything badly. though i have this bad feeling about tomorrow. math results would be out, i have a feeling i wont do that well but not that bad. i hope i can at least get a 20 or else i am really screwed.

so i pray to god that everything will go fine!

i want to drive a benz clk 320 cabriolet too. haha but mum said no. i would be happy if i had mustang too. but oh well, study is priorty. alright i shall go catch some sleep and dream about some duff. i hope everyday is like this where i feel happier and lighter! yeah right.

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

i guess everyone is too busy with their life. no doubt about it. can't help to think that friendship is pretty superficial. come and go, replaced and forgotten. it is a pretty common scenario. so yeah no doubt, this is part of life. just gotta grow out of this soon. sometimes, its pretty scary to think that you are in charge of your life. life is a mess. why? cause i made it this way. who to blame? myself. nevermind. no point bloggin some nonesense that people don't understand. not as if people do care, so might as well just blog about something i like.

something like, hilary duff.

yeah i know its stupid of me to think of someone like her, who perhaps doesnt even know my existence now, or even in the future. so why blog about her? yeah at least is better than blogging about some friends that i feel don't even exist. why don't they don't exist? yeah they do not exist as friends, i feel more of just like fake friends or aquaintances. doesnt matter. i shall continue with duff.

watched the lizzie mcgure show today, its really a nice show. i love the show alot. in fact, i think hilary duff has the talent for acting. i really like her american slang and the way she acts, funny and cute. besides, who said its bad to watch lizzie mcguire. you get to learn something from it. like, about friends and family. watching that show, makes me want to have better friends, and better family. though its fake, but its not bad to dream about it, in fact i feel its great. haha.

i was thinkin if duff would ever come across my blog? haha. yeah darwin, DREAM ON. but one thing for sure, duff definitely blogs or write a diary. her lifestyle is way too cool for us. 18, and she is a millionaire, driving a rangerover and a boyfriend from boyband. ( though i hate him ). but yeah.

nevermind. i think i crapp too much these days, feel like hibernating. go into a coma for a week or so and forget everything i knew. wouldnt that be great. perhaps and learn or develop some talent. thats great.

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

got grounded pretty badly this few days because i have been sleep at wee hours. went to the golden gate bridge in the morning last sunday. the sun rise was great, haha but my friends were too anti climax i say. i wished i was there with someone i loved or at least liked, then we could enjoy the romantic sunrise there. think it would be much much nicer. hahaha. anyhow we were at the bridge, in fact we even walked the bridge. haha was pretty cool. looked down towards the sea from the bridge, it was damn high. my mum told me that if i commited sucide, i would be the 1300 + people who died of commiting sucide. oh well i can think about that.

anyhow like thursday, friday, saturday nights i have been sleeping like at 6am plus plus. how crazy can i be the screw my life up this way. yeah but i did something productive though, like finishing my homework and revising my mathematics ( which i am still doing it now ). i have a quiz on math tomorrow, but i am still like lazing around. i ought to get punished. hahaha. yeah. i cant take my eyes of hilary duff, no idea why. i even got 2 magazines featuring her. yes it is a waste of money, but i am kinda fine with it. she is so pretty! i even dreamt of her this afternoon during my nap. oh my, it gotta be one of the best dreams for this year. haha i hope to dream more about her. i think im going bonkers , my mum would slaughtered me if she had found those posters and magazines about some girl far away in beverly hills , LA. haha yeah i wished i can stay there. that would be great. in fact, ABSOLUTELY great. yeahh. anyhow i shall sleep. nights.

Sunday, May 01, 2005

haha. i read rico's blog which is kinda bloody amusing. anyhow im gonna write something about the courses i take, just like what rico did.

Business 109:

Pros:
This course is really interesting, and its like a guaranteed A because i had past papers from seniors. so copying guarantees you an A. A free A is great for me. i have laura, niken , almer and nathan for companion inside. No homework, and the instructor is weird. she have tattoos all over her body and she is 50 plus. how weird.

Cons:
Not much, but i hate to say, im kinda dependent of the past papers, though its quite easy. im just lazy to learn.

History 124:

Pros:
This teacher is incredibly talented and intelligent. To sum up, he is a great guy. A great sense of humor, good temper, hardly seen him being mad. went up to him for advices for history, he gives really good advices. encouraging and motivating. He graduated from Stanford, and had a PHD in UC Berkeley. You can imagine how smart he is. Homework is minimal.

Cons:
4 thick books to study for the whole semester ( 6 months. ) exams are kinda difficult and hard to memorize since there are so many points needed to be taken down.

Comscience 100:

Pros:
Rico? haha. the only friend i have in the class after Jeff, Halim, Imei and Albert dropped.

Cons:
Homework Assignments are hard. Stupid lame jokes ( rico and i kinda agreed on it ). totally no sense of humor compared to Jrawls my history teacher. he is kinda strict , and gave me a zero for one of my assignments because he found out that we copied. i bet he works in some kinda FBI agent, he actually scan through the whole copy and find identicals things. what a idiot at times, he really knows how to catch people for cheating for assignments. Javas are bloody confusing, tests are hard which simply pissed me off. i had to get richard to do it or else i will be so dead. cause i don't even know a single thing about javas. His voice is so dull i could fall asleep anytime. 1 of the worst teacher i say.

Comscience 100 ( LAB ):

Pros:
The idea is, just copy. and its great, i have friends to chitchat with. Attendance is not priority, so its great cause you can skip class as long you hand in assignment.

Cons:
Copying is risky, if i get caught, an immediate downgrade. which is totally risky.

Psychology 122

Pros:
Test and Exams topics are given already, i have my chinese friends in the class to chitchat with. My favourite babe is there, too bad shes old and attached. i like the teacher, he is super funny.

Cons:
Movie reviews are extremely confusing. yeah i sucked at doing reviews. Some of the angmohs inside arent actually that helpful. Class ends at 7 at night. Late Late.

Math 182

Pros:
NONE? rico used to be with me, but he dropped. so i am alone now.

Cons:
the teacher is teaching rubbish. and the exams are kinda hard. ( i think its quite easy, but i still screw it up ). so its yeahh. i hate math. im trying to improve on it.

Econs 220:

Pros:
Can copy, the teacher is fucking lame. i always copy during the exams, but im not doing well enough on it.

Cons:
I dont like the teacher. don't feel attached to the class. no idea why. i think hes quite a mean ass. i hope he gives me my A and i will start loving him.

thats all folks! im tired. i think they want to go to the golden gates. they sure know how to waste time. and its 4 am now, they wanna go see the SUNRISE. GREAT.